FrEedOm

2006-09-10T00:38:00.000+08:00

today...can be said as the worst day of my life.....today...9/9/2006....my dog ginese died today morning....FINE....IT WAS ALL BECAUSE OF A CAR ACCIDENT....she was old liao....and cannot walk fast...den kena car bang....the heart warming thing is...she did not die instantly....she died at home.....yup...coming home without ginese would be weird...the whole car porch would be so empty....remember the past 11 yrs i had spent wif ginese....the happy times....the sad times....times when ginese had her puppies.....the time when rufus died and i hugged her....all those moments that i spent wif her are now memories....no more ginese....no more begging of food from me....how can it be like tt.....she could have lived longer.....i was not at home when she died and her body removed....why did she die....i cannot help but keep thinking of my dog....sometimes....it was hard to believe tt she was already dead and not walk to the door and call her name....i really wished this was all just a dream....a dream tt i will quickly wake up from.....i just wan to tell ginese....''Thank you for all these 11 yrs of frenship...rest in peace...''

2006-09-01T17:13:00.000+08:00

haha...my blog's not dead!!...yar...back to update...yays...hols are here....but this hols might not be a happy one...many hw to do...nid to study real hard for the EOY exams...argh...streaming this yr le larhs...help....haha....dunno wad stream i wan go aso...haha....anw...still...i must enjoy myself...yup...at least dun nid haf to wake up so so so early in e morning lor....hahas....best is..can stay at home...yar...haha....=)....went back to pri sch yesterdae...was so happy to c all my ex pri sch frens lor....Edward, Krithika, Calvin, Liying, Cia Mei, Unique, Meenachi, Annabelle, Aaron, Jane, Kimyung, Yannong, Crystal....blah blah blah~ haha....too bad cant c mr yama lor...why he everytime go semina de ar...wan c him asov er difficult lo...but luckily was able to meet mr mohan...haha...last yr din get to c him...(he likes to drink coke and say..'' Its the real thing!''..haha...he is mps's DM larh...very friendly and warm...never haves an angry face b4...tts he is so loved by all marsilians...haha...yeah...mps chers...jiayous~~

2006-07-02T14:50:00.000+08:00

hahas...ok....i come update lar....this time i change song liao...change to sarang heyo zhi3 dui4 ni3 shou1......haha....sarang heyo...means i love u...dai biao zhe wo li bu kai ni.....haha....ni song rawks kae...besides i aso updated sum of the links....linked yannong(if not later she say i pian xin lar)....relinked juliana...juli in other words..haha.....sch open liao lor..sian arh...nid to study for half a day again...wah....haix...now im looking forward to the EOY hols...haha...even though it will be 4 mths away....ok...lets pray...haha....kar lar...ppl....dun say my blog is dead liao...cos...I HAVE UPDATED IT...haha....

2006-06-01T14:28:00.000+08:00

haha...back to bloggin lerx....haha...wah..i so long din blog liao lor...haha....sch hols le lehx....*woohoo*....haha....yes....dun nid to go to sch for one month lor!! shuana mah??..hahah...lolx...too bad cant haf the whole hols to myself....still need to go back to sch for co pracs...haix....hahaha....bu still.....WE ALL LOVE HOLS RITE?? haha..nvm larx...co pracs only takes up 2 days of the week...its still fine wif me....haha...msn not working lor....dunno wat happened to it....maybe it broked a wire?? haha....lolx...im crazy....lolx...hahaa...hols haf so many homework...got pros summore...aiyo...headache...sum1 save me....hahahaha...when nth to do...i feel really bored....haha....must sms ppl to irritate them liaox...hahaha...lolx...=X....kaes lar....i think i end here le...since i haf not much to say..=P...haha...till then...byes...haha..

2006-04-13T20:10:00.000+08:00

hahas....came back to update again lerx....haha....been quite happy this week....xcept on wednesday when i was caught eating outside of canteen...haha...was scolded lorhx...n told to write a piece or reflection...(actually...it can be counted as 2 pieces...hahaha)...lolx....haha....yesh!!tomorrow is holiday!! Good Friday nia...yar....really good friday....cos...got hols mah...hahah....i toking crap aso....lolx....i very long din update le lor...haha....lolx....actually....i aso didnt haf much to say larhx....hahahahha....ok...i go eat dinner le larhx....haha....bubyes

2006-03-21T19:46:00.000+08:00

Here I am...goin to blog again...i haf already made up my mind about it..those who knew abt this thing...i wan u all to not say it out...thnx....this time....i think im not makin a mistake abt doin it...thnx to all those who persuaded me not to do so....but im sry....i need to let u all down....i haf already made up my to do so...so...im really sry....i dun know why...but i really think im makin a choice tt's really risky....but i think i would be happier....i hope u all dun blame me for makin the choice...i just wan to be happier...i really cannot take the pressure...the things i face here....especially...the feeling of being Pari...i know u all might not be happy abt me makin this choice as i come and go back again...but i really haf no choice...i know im running away from reality....but....i really cannot take it anymore....sry....i really hope i can be accepted....and that's not up to me to decide....but i really do hope for it to be positive...just this 1 more chance....just this last chance....pls........

You can delete this John. ;D Or rather. DONT DELETE THIS.

2006-03-17T23:44:00.001+08:00

Hello! This is Juliana blogging from Mr John's blog. ;D
Just for fun. John, you can delete this if you want to yeahs. (:
[OR RATHER. DON'T DELETE THIS. ;D]

I'd just like to say that, John is a really lazy boy who never updates his blog. (and never relinks other people) And whenever I ask him what he did in Swiss Cottage, he tells me, "nothing :P".

Duh. -_____-"

Anyway the reason for me accessing his account is because he messed up his whole template. So I'm analysing his stupid template and I decided to have some fun (lah). Haha. I'm very bad right? :P

Now he's telling me he wants to change blogskin. How would I know what skin to choose for him when I am not him?! Gahhhhh.
LINGGGGGG. Make a skin for him (lah). Haha. :P

From Xing Yi:
erm erm... twinkling stars on a windy night.

x x x
I asked her to leave a message and... that's what she wrote. Haha. I told her to say anything. ;)

12.19 AM
From now on, I shall be in charge of relinking people. Kidding kidding. Oops. ;D

P.S. ~~This person~~ John likes to call me 'Juli' a lot and for the world, I don't know why... -______-"

2006-02-17T22:52:00.000+08:00

Back To Blogging.....its been a long time since i updated...many ppl haf been asking for me to do so....finally...i got the time to blog again!~!!! yays!!!..haha....i finally decided to tranfer to Swiss Cottage instead of BPGHS.....i haf been coping quite well...nthing much lor...(as if...wahaha jk jk)......being pressurezied by schwork nowadays.....anyway...who loves sch work??haha...every1 will just faint at the word..homework..haha....anyway....made new frens lor....can widen my social circle..o.0.....omg...i speaking crap again...haha...sry...ok lar...me nth to say le...bb...nitex

2005-11-09T23:57:00.000+08:00

I have decided to leave...RS sry...1/7 especially....went to BPGHS on Mon...gave all my particulars...n the results will be known by Dec....i have ever since decided to leave...i must leave happily...not sadly...like Ben said...i noe BPGHS may be my dream sch...but i have been through thick and thin in Rs...leaving now may be hard.....but i have since appiled for my transfer...i cannot go back now...i really cannot if they dun accept me...i really cannot....i hope 1/7 will understand...1/7 will have 38 students nxt year...after i and Toh Nguan had left....if i had bad terms with any of u all 1/7 classmates...i apologize here....im really sorry for any wrong that i ahd done...pls forgive me....i know i cannot do anything now to patch up for the wrong doings i had done....but i just hope that u all dun put it in ur heart...sorry 1/7-ers.....Mr Lees....thnx for all ur teachings...thanx...im really grateful...i wished that time would really turn over again....all again to the beginning of the year....where all of us are strangers....den slowly become frens...well....if the time would really turn over again....everything i do with 1/7 will be cherished....i dunno...but i know i will really cherish the days all of us 1/7-ers had together....1 day...i noe 1 day we will meet again....goin away does not mean tat we are no longer classmates...Once A Riversidian...Always A Riversidian well said...no matter where i am...i will always have this mind set that i am once a riversidian....1/7 just remember that u had a fren out there who will always cheer for u all....

2005-11-04T22:45:00.000+08:00

I have got my answer...I have finally decided...i may disappoint my frens...but this is wat my destiny is....to grab it....I must leave........Well...Rs had been a place of many fond memories for me...the camp...the Sports carnival...CCA open house...P6 open house...beautiful memories are all being left in engraved in my mind...I know I might be licking the wounds of regret if I leave...but i know that leaving might be the best solution for me...I might be new at a new sch...but I must conquer my fear...my fear of having no frens...the fear of loneliness....'' Ni shuo wo xiang yun...zhuo muo bu ding...'' Ni Bu Zhi Dao Wo De Xin...sung by Kelvin of project superstar...yes...u all may not noe wat im thinking....but i know tat it might do me good...so im sorry my frens...Rs....it was wonderful through this year....but im sorry that i have to leave....i am really sorry....fren of 1/7....Jia You!!!!! Do well k? For all teachers....for ur streaming nxt year...John will always cheer for u all.....buckle up...Be Cooperative...dun let Henry shout again ok? Jia You bah....i goin le...do well....smile always...
Gambate!! just wanna say Gomen Nasai(sry)

2005-11-02T00:51:00.000+08:00

My Destiny is out there in the skies...i just got to stretch out my arms...just to reach for them...it is for my happiness....no matter where i go...stay or leave..Rss 1/7....u rock!! I will remember u de...just remember that I (u know who) was once ur classmate...ok? If i left....the class com always say that 1/7 was not cooperative...show them that 1/7 is not...show the whole sch that 1/7 is cooperative...i will want to see that if i left...just plain leaving was bad i know...tears i shed...tears of anything....i know it's selfish of me if i leave...but i cant help it..sry 1/7...sry RS...if i really leave...i must grab my destiny quickly...before it passes by quickly like the clouds in the sky....Mr Lees(2)...Ms Lim...Ms Christine...Ms Hesley...Mr Du...Mrs Tee...Mr Kok...Mdm Chang... Mdm Soh...Mr Goh...Mr Chan...i wun forget ur teachings and advices u gave me...it was really cherishable...i know that everything come and go...but i dunno whether i must go or not...it doesnt sound very fair....but it never came...my dream if i stayed...my dreams...are my dreams more important than my frenship with all my fren? My teachers? Also....Mrs Tan....she was so good..a mother to us Riversidians...she is leaving...but nth can b done...at least...at least i can still decide....just got to tell Rs...rock on...keep producing top scholars...i will still cheer for u even if im gone..cos Once A Riversidian.. Always A riversidian...my heart will always be with u...

2005-10-31T13:45:00.000+08:00

Im not sure...but I must go to the councillor interview on Wed...that mayb the last time in step into Rs...but im sure i will go back to RS on Teacher's day if i really leave....the new sch uniform of Rs which we were the 1st batch to wear them...how wonderful i felt ....but are these goin to disappear? I know im nominated as councillor...but...i might be transferring ....so..will it b any use if i really go? I know i will go for the interview...cos it may be the last...the very last chance to ever step in to Rs and in Rs sch uniform...if the interview is a success...n im transferring..wat will i do? I know im being selfish if im transferring...cos my frens wanted me to stay....but i might not b happy or i might b happy...i just dun know wat the outcome will be if i make the choice of transferring or staying...i just dun know....all i know i that the tears of every1 on the day of Mrs Tan announcement that she will b leaving...n the fond memories that i had in RS...but if i stay....i might not be feelin good....its all very hard to decide...The Glimmer of hope which had let me down had made me really really upset....i dunno but im am really sad n unhappy bout it....must b...i worked hard....but nth seemed to satisfy it.....In the north..where the waters rise high...stands a sch where spirits never die....commited to bulid a community...1 heart 1 mind 1 destiny,...'MY BEST N MORE'.....my best n more...this line is really really motivating me....but the outcome isnt...shld i ever stay? i dunno....but i have to decide....like edward said...i cant wait for ppl to bring me somewhere....i have to bring myself....but am i fated to stay or leave...destiny will know....as this is my fate and destiny.....

2005-10-30T17:23:00.000+08:00

I was wondering...will all the fond memories in Rs just disappear just over one night? Just like how the last day of sch in my primary sch was? Every1 feeling low n sad...almost into tears? Will the tears b with me always? Always on my side if i left? Will the memories with all classmates b with me? Teachers? The tears will stay with me im sure...but i just cant bear it...must i go? But...it was my decision to leave...but now im having second thoughts n hesitating...i feel tat im shld go...but...i sort of miss the place n fun i had with my teachers n my frens...it is just unbearable...Tears of all...with tears...tears of sadness...tears of memories...tears of not having to see each other....would tat b the result? I not sure....but i just know that every1 wants me to stay....but i felt tat im not really really wanted....am I? Shld I stay? It may b a gd choice or a bad 1...i just dun know...i really hope i knew...my frens....the class com....the memories of Henry shouting...Toh Nguan...asking us to line up...Xingyi telling us to keep quiet...Sharon copying down all notes...n Qiqi...the one who many respected..if im not wrong...will this b all gone over 1 nite? All gone...if i go....it will totally b gone....but only left with tears of sadness....Im aso sad....i wanted to say this...'Why Give Me A Glimmer Of Hope If Its Not True?'...im am really sad bout the outcome...but i will not mention bout it...'Once A Riversidian Always A Riversidian' Im am always considering this line...this said by Mrs Tan had caused me to be in a dilema of leaving...Always A Riversidian...does that mean tat i leave then im no riversidian anymore? I wun want tat...but... but... but...i cant make up my mind to leave or not....like i said....let fate decide it....i will appear in RS nxt yr if i stay...but if its the other way round...*sigh*...just let fate decide.....

sads..

2005-10-29T14:41:00.000+08:00

It has finally came..28 of October 2005...the last day of sch in Riverside..i mean the very last day i am going to be in Riverside...but should i go? I am having regrets..but i dun noe how to make my decision...after 1 year...i came to find that i actually developed feelings for the sch...n i didnt expect the end of year to come so soon...the lessons with Ms Lim...her english lessons were never boring..always teaching us the right way to use english..Ms Christine...her detailed Science lessons she conduct...using many slides of powerpoint..her notes were all very detailed...Ms Hesley..her Literature lessons were nice...all based on THE OUTSIDERS...Mdm Tan...her interesting History lessons which she conduct that i will never forget...Mr Lee SY...his Geography lessons that we thought were boring...but it is actually a blessing which let us get gd marks...not forgetting our another Mr Lee TH...teaches me maths...even though he just came..he teaches quite well...Mr Du...my higher chinese teacher...a good n concentrated teacher..always calling us to write 'zhou ji' every week...Mr Goh...my art teacher..whos retiring this year...will miss his ceramic lessons...Mdm Chang...my home economics teacher who is kind n friendly...she may be a bit forgetful at times..but she teaches well n is well respected n liked by her pupils...Mdm Soh..My design and technology teacher...taught me well..i got quite good marks for this subject...last but not least...my PW teacher Mrs Tee...she supervises well...gave us advice on how to improve our PW.....This really makes me sad...Mrs Tan is also leaving...n i am a bit sad...she said this after the concert today...'Once A Riversidian, Always A Riversidian' I dun know whether i should go or not...but i am really touched by Mrs Tan's words..i am in a dilema now...Mrs Tan's departure had caused many pupils to shed tears...she showers motherly love to all of us Riversidians...she was a wonderful principal to us...I would just want to tell her that she must always remember Riverside..n stay happy n healthy.....I would also want to tell all students of 1/7 to work hard!! Never give up on urself...strive to do ur best...I might be leaving..I will miss all of u all...but let fate decide whether i will eventually go or not...let fate decide.....

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2005-10-25T22:13:00.000+08:00

update...update...time to update le...ahahahax....EOY just finished...every1 asking me to update...*sigh*...ok....i did fine for the EOYs...but still not very happy...mayb im setting the target toooo high...hahax...mayb....but nw i just relax for awhile...bfore really starttin to study again....mayb bahx...gettin bored nowadays...hahax...dunno wat to do....hahax...nth to to write le lar...end here update nxt time!!

2005-10-24T16:13:00.000+08:00

wakakaz...back to updating...havent been updating due to the EOY's hahax...di ok for my EOY's but im still not very happy with it...maybe im setting my targets too high...mayb...hahax...so excited bout getting my report bk....every1 aso like tat bah i think...hahax...n for nw...i just have to relax awhile bfore i start studying again...hahax...ok...nth to write le....update nxt time~~

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2005-10-24T16:02:00.000+08:00

Finished my EOY's....so...now im back to updating!!*cheers*....have been really busy nowadasys...n i mean very very very busy...due to EOYs...so i havent been updating...hahax..hmm....did ok for my EOYs....but still wasnt quite happy with it...hahax...am i setting my target too high? maybe....but for now...i can relax for the time being before starting to study again....i hope my wish comes true...wakakakaz...i would b sooooooooo happy!!*ego*...hope so...hahax...cant wait to get my report bk...i guess every1 also think so bah....wakakaz...hmm...i gtg le lo...hahax...update again nxt time!!buaix

oops..

2005-09-07T22:36:00.000+08:00

O.0 hahax...long time didnt update my blog..been busy this while..with all those common test..n the up coming end of year examinations...argh..i dont even have the space to breathe now...anyway..i apologize for not updating all this while*sry sry*but i may not b updating a while again..cos of the exams..oh..scared stiff..so surprised bout the day n time format for exams now...its no longer a one day subject..its more than 1 day! different papers..sometimes having 2 different subject papers a day!argh..so scared..afraid i cant cope.*i hope i can*hmm....i think i have not much to say anymore..k...so long..come back to update nxt time! *patience*

hmm

2005-08-09T14:24:00.000+08:00

Back to updating .....Teachers' Day coming already...*so happy..ego*going back to mps..(i mean i will n i must)to see ex teachers*woohoo*missed them so much...wonder how they r doing...ex form just had a baby...so shocked..everything like so fast...was leaving mps a while ago...now...form had a child..n had left mps for bout half a year le..doubt my ex teacher is very happy now with his new born...haiz...missed all my teachers so much...but nth can b done...every1 grows up..n must be promoted de...haiz...hope all my ex teachers will always remain happy...on 31st August...i will sure go back to mps..no doubt ..about it i will go back 4 sure!!

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2005-08-08T18:50:00.000+08:00

Just came back from National Day celebration(also went out with frens lor)didnt go to watch the movie(ran out of tickets..we were too slow)haiz...nvm lar...nxt time still can watch de mar...went out with them to jalan jalan only..lolx...waaa....they all dun want to go another place to watch the movie...aiya..nvm lo...who call me Mr Goody Goody*jk jk*..hahax...National Day celebration was fun...the atmosphere there was um...i dont know how to phrase it...but over all...it was nice..n i liked it...National Day celebrations were one of the nicest event celebrated in sch...everything was so nice...so atmospheric..wow! Came home after eating n sort of roaming the mall doing nothing(hahax..nth to do..very sian marx..so roam)actually..if the were tickets..haiz...we would have watchedthe movie already...too back lo..we were too late le lar...nxt time must b faster(lolx)ok...(using my usual line to end)...ok end here...bb

waaaa

2005-08-07T22:54:00.000+08:00

yoz...coming back to tag again...2morrow going to sch 4 National Day celebration...half a day only.*hurray*going to watch movie with frens also...waaa havent meet my frens 4 a long time lo...watching Charlie N The Chocolate Factory*yay i think very nice to watch*do u think so?whahas...u want me to tell u? cant...i havent watch how to tell u?been missing out on a lot of things..but i 4gotten everything...can u tell me? cant remember..argh...been having annesia(touch wood)hahax...waaa so tired...been mapling 4 a long time...very tired le...g2g n slp*hahax*end here lo..bye bye

waaa

2005-08-07T00:50:00.000+08:00

Now i got nothing to do..so i thought of blogging..National Day coming lex*hurray*Mon,Tues,Wed...Hols! Wow so happy...aso going to watch movie with my best friends in pri sch...so happy...can meet them again..*ego*anyway...the class nowadays seem to have a lot of problems..(what happened??)i dont know....i just hope that the class be more harmonious...n not having every1 shouting here n there(1/7 pupils should know who were the ones who were always shouting for us to keep quiet)so...better buckle up(we should know what we should do 1/7!!)now...speaking of Teachers' Day..i hope i can meet my ex teacher!(its a must! cant dont meet them)hahax....i think this is the longest msg i have ever written..=P..but its fine what...better than short short ones...by the way...i hope all my ex pri sch pupils will go back to mps on Teachers' Day...nothing to write le bah...hmm...end here lor(my favourite word*end here*)hahax...bye

oops...

2005-08-06T18:47:00.000+08:00

hahax...long time didnt blog....many things r happening...oh ya!! teachers' day is coming*cheers*can go back pri sch visit my ex teacher! so happy....hm...ok..going out soon..end here

2005-07-16T01:46:00.000+08:00

hmm...back to updating....havent been doing much nowadays...everything is just the same old thing to do....nth special...this week is a very busy week! loads and loads of homework, so many make up lessons....haiz..just cant help feeling frustrated...hmm...got nth more to write...end here..bye bye

2005-07-09T16:02:00.000+08:00

wah...just came back from school....haiz....went back to school today somemore....did the erm...i mean helped to collect the newspapers n other stuff that the residents contributed to help the needy.....had such a tough time carry all those things =P hm...now my body full of pain from carrying everything....hahax....end here because i had nth more to say=P

2005-07-02T17:31:00.000+08:00

Argh!! still havent got it right! how do I change the music! still having so many homework to do....hmm....so confused on how to do some of the homework....getting help. blog too....dont really know how to change the music.....can be said as a blur person in blog .....even my friend knows how by only a little teaching....nvm about that....got to go and do my homework already....

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2005-07-02T13:18:00.000+08:00

long time didnt update the blog already.....but realli dont know what 2 write also...ok..blog quite nice lar...actually...haiz...still veri veri blur about blog..friends always helping ......dont know already! ok..end here

2005-06-22T00:53:00.000+08:00

hai...hols goin to end...so sad...hols so fast.....omg..hw havent do finish...die liaox....later cher scold..

2005-06-21T15:02:00.000+08:00

hmm.....finally change all those things 4 blogskin all tat....but still veri the blur wif tis...if without frens help den dunno how to do liaox

2005-06-18T14:03:00.000+08:00

hmm......still dunno a lot bout tis blog thing.....asking ppl 4 help(kekeke)..

2005-06-16T22:34:00.000+08:00

yay! just created blog....dunno wat 2 do now..veri sian